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hello. i’m here to write some words about my past two weeks. to begin with, these two weeks were really refreshing for me, i don’t know why, i just feel like i’ve actually learned something. i think the most valuable thing i’ve learned is to not give up on people that quick. i don’t want to be more specific about that, sorry. let’s move on to other things.

on friday, the 8th of march, my parents came over from my hometown. i didn’t know what to feel about it because i’m not really a family person if i can say so. but this weekend i realized how grateful and thankful and appreciative and actable (yes, i’m using synonyms on purpose to show how serious i am) i was to have them. sometimes i feel like i don’t deserve them.

also, i find this one funny because i’m grateful to have an opportunity to watch tv shows. like i think they’ve changed me in some ways, for instance, i’ve started to estimate life and people more. at the same time, during these two weeks i’ve realized that i need to live in real life. no matter how boring and sad it could be, you have to live and enjoy it because every life matters.

i had big frustration the other day. my friend and i texted our coach and accidentally got into a fight with her. we said we didn’t want to take part in the competition in may because our studies are more important for us. but we had a bigger goal: we wanted to make changes, to create our small revolution in our sports group. we’ve suffered enough from them. no matter how grateful i am that i had these people in my life, the relationship with them were too ‘toxic’ for most of us. but, the coach didn’t understand the main message as always. so she called us ‘traitors’ but said she didn’t burn our bridges.

after that we learned that some people never change. or do they?